it has always been a love-hate relationship. someone that you really-really love, someone that you think is all, is the one who will be most unkind to you. more often than not, punishing you.
i’m growing tired of my first love, my profession. i still like tinkering with computers. developing kick-ass application. J2EE excites me. connecting to an oracle server using connection pooling of websphere is a thrill. but… why am i so tired? why do i feel that i am giving up?