undefine me

last saturday i made a total mockery of myself. i was one of those people that i told myself i won’t be. that i mock and make fun of…

i can’t even blog-force myself to write what had transpired during the weekend. not for lack of words but lack of spirit. i can’t eloquate it without shedding another round of tears. i have cried too many for a person. i have to start loving myself, more than him. i have to start living my life away from his shadows, away from his caring arms and warm embrace. i don’t want to hear his sweet words and soothing voice that lulls me to sleep. i don’t want to be hurt again.

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